i'm not in the mood for anything right now.
i just wanna note down all my thoughts.
you made yourself very clear.
you can't give me what i want,
and our expectations are different.
the past 20 mins i cried.
and as i cried,
i thought to myself,
i have already given in my best,
but it was simply one-sided.
i have tried to make things work,
but it was me, alone.
it was all my wishful thinking,
never yours.
i gave myself so much hope,
for the both of us.
but it just came crashing down on me.
i'm really tired.
loving you is really torturous.
for the past 2 month,
it has been.
it's my fault.
it always is.
i wish i never loved you.
MELVIN; 12:24 AM
