alright the relay was alright.
i ran till like it was my last race ever.
and my team won fourth,
and we were satisfied with the medal.
it was my FIRST medal ever,
and i was quite happy at first,
till i reached home.
sigh.
no one even bother to encourage me.
not even you.
they just put me down.
"omg fourth? that's so lousy!"
like seriously,
why don't they go run if they are so good themselves.
i'm feeling down yet again.
i don't know what's the matter with me,
but i get affected very easily these days.
someone said before,
no one should affect me, because they aren't worth it.
how i wish it was true.
i feel like ending it.
but i'm not sure.
advise me?
MELVIN; 10:53 PM
