love, such complexity.

people used to tell me that they can't get over their ex-es.
even when many months has passed.
even teevee dramas do the same.
but i always thought that this was unrealistic,
that we can still miss someone even after so long.

but now at last,
i do understand.
it's been so long and i still miss you so much.
i don't know why.
i think of you now and then everyday,
the wonderful times we spent together.

i still keep the friendship band we both have,
the one that we had since we became best friends and to lovers.
till now i cannot bear to throw it away.

i remembered you once told me,
"even if we break up, you will definitely forget me within a month."
at that moment,
i was in doubt.
i thought that you might be true.
but seems like you are wrong.

perhaps i will love you for a year,
or maybe 2,
or even forever.
the hugs and kisses you gave me were so unforgettable.
the feeling of me cuddling you is so undescribable.
it felt so right.
everything did.

"when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you."

sometimes i wished i had never knew you.
but i thought that if that was to be the case,
then i probably never knew what love was.

i wish i could talk to you right now,
and i wish i could hug you this moment.
i wish i could see you right now,
and wish to hear you this instant.
i wish for you to be near me,
and i wish to feel you with me.
cause i really do miss you so much.

and i need you to know,

i love you win.

MELVIN; 11:28 PM