sigh.
it was bad. really bad today.
it felt so awkward,
and i could see you were totally unhappy.

i didn't know what to do at all.
i was pissed that you acted that way,
that you didn't consider my feelings too.
but i know it's my fault.
i'm sorry.

i was thinking about what shawn said ytd.
friends do come and go,
and we just have to move on.
it sucks you know.
i just feel that i don't have anyone.

it seems like my once ago close friends,
and i'm losing them.
i barely even talk to them anymore.

in school,
i don't have close friends.
probably only celia and yina.
i hate it.

i wish i could find someone i could talk to.
who has been there when i was down? myself.
and who has been there when i was feeling happy? myself, yet again.
myself is my very bestest friend.

sucks, i hate this.
boooooooooooooooooooooooo! ):

anyway friday & saturday was great.
thanks celia, yina & shawn(:

and i should be studying econs now.
crap.

PS: I love the eeyore very much! thanks alot(:

MELVIN; 11:36 PM